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If you can't, then it's best to move on.
Yes, thank you for your support Autumn.
Girls aren't socially required to be missionaries, unlike men. I know from my own experience that God has the answers and that He speaks to those individuals who humbly seek Him.
If your doctor husband says "impossible", ignore him.
Read our Exit Stories from Mormonism.
However, you might be lucky to not have the experience I did.